Post by Matthew Thornton on Oct 27, 2008 21:36:42 GMT
A solitary figure. Matthew Thornton sat alone in the empty Quidditch stands. It was a place that had held so much magic for him, once. Things were so different, when he was younger. It was his dreams that had led him here... but fate had changed his dreams for him. Or rather, made him pick between his two most desperate dreams. Once, there was nothing more that Matthew could have wished for than to fly around these stands, listening to the crowd cheer. But now, Matt knew what was important, and it wasn't his old dream. It was strange to think how close he had come. In a few short months, he would be graduating. It had come so fast.
Sometimes Matt liked to pretend that if he hadn't chosen this path, that he might have gotten everything he had wanted; a spot on the Quidditch team. But then there was always that nagging voice in the back of his head. Really, if you didn't make it the first four years, was it likely that you could have made it in the last three? Matthew scoffed. Doubtful.
It was a cold, grey day. The Quidditch field, which was once green, was now covered with thick white frost. Matthew felt uncomfortably cold, but he didn't want to go back inside. He had come out here to be alone. It hadn't been a very good day, and he wasn't in the mood to entertain anybody. But the seventh felt very lonely, to say the least, and he wished he had a close friend with him to sit and talk with. Someone warm, who he knew very well and who knew him well in return, so that they didn't have to talk much. Someone that he didn't have to entertain. It would have been better than sitting here.
Matthew closed his eyes, trying to tell himself that he really needed this time alone. His thoughts were busy, but blurred, and Matt had a hard time stringing his thoughts together. He couldn't concentrate on a single idea. The seventh year knew that if he had a notebook with him, he might be able to clear his thoughts through writing. But it was currently tucked safely away in his school trunk. Matthew, leaning forward, pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes. He hated days like these. Days where he felt like he was drowning. Days where bright spots in his life were hard to find. Days where he had no courage in himself. Taking a deep breath, Matt leaned back against the stands behind him. A distraction; that was what he needed. A female... or a friend... or someone who was both. Someone who didn't need an explanation.
Sometimes Matt liked to pretend that if he hadn't chosen this path, that he might have gotten everything he had wanted; a spot on the Quidditch team. But then there was always that nagging voice in the back of his head. Really, if you didn't make it the first four years, was it likely that you could have made it in the last three? Matthew scoffed. Doubtful.
It was a cold, grey day. The Quidditch field, which was once green, was now covered with thick white frost. Matthew felt uncomfortably cold, but he didn't want to go back inside. He had come out here to be alone. It hadn't been a very good day, and he wasn't in the mood to entertain anybody. But the seventh felt very lonely, to say the least, and he wished he had a close friend with him to sit and talk with. Someone warm, who he knew very well and who knew him well in return, so that they didn't have to talk much. Someone that he didn't have to entertain. It would have been better than sitting here.
Matthew closed his eyes, trying to tell himself that he really needed this time alone. His thoughts were busy, but blurred, and Matt had a hard time stringing his thoughts together. He couldn't concentrate on a single idea. The seventh year knew that if he had a notebook with him, he might be able to clear his thoughts through writing. But it was currently tucked safely away in his school trunk. Matthew, leaning forward, pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes. He hated days like these. Days where he felt like he was drowning. Days where bright spots in his life were hard to find. Days where he had no courage in himself. Taking a deep breath, Matt leaned back against the stands behind him. A distraction; that was what he needed. A female... or a friend... or someone who was both. Someone who didn't need an explanation.