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Post by Ryan Way on Feb 23, 2008 11:50:43 GMT
Date;; Saturday, Febuary 23
Mood;; Relieved
Currently listening to? ;; My Chemical Romance - mama
Hello dearest Diary,
This is actually my first ever entry in a diary, so i hope i don't ruin your pages with my unjust scribble. anyways i shall try my best.
so.. today was the annerversary of my first week of school, and for once in not drowing in water, i'm treding on it. I may not exactly fit in at Hogwarts, im the new guy, the gentlemen-ish oddity, with the funny accent. What can i say? i've always been, even at all my other schools. but at least i've made 2 friends, and with those two friends i am two different people, and with both i am not a fake, i am me.. just both sides.. consealing the other. With Alessa i am the side i show to most people, i am the gentlemen, the stable, collected, nice comforting guy i have instictivly been, my true self. And with Ashton, well i am the guy who likes to break rules, i am.. still the gentlemen, well i'm brave? is that enough?.
I'm sure i'll meet more people, i just don't like going up to them, not because i'm scared of being rejected, i mean who actually cares?, i just don't feel i have to need to. I love social events, i love to be around my friends, but i equally like to hang out with myself and just be thoughtful, and whe i am alone, that is when i meet my true friends, the people who can be alike me in ways.
ohh dear. diary, you are the best listener EVER! xD
haha, inside joke... i mean no-ones going to read this anyways, i mean come on?, how cliche. urgh ive found a place anyways.
TO DO LIST;;
1. Talk to Alessa more, shes nice.
2. Be more troublesome with ashton.
3. Meet 3 more people.
4. Do my astroligy Homework.
urgh well i've got Potion now.
write soon.
RYAN MATTY WAY.
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