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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Feb 5, 2008 19:55:08 GMT
Hey, Ash here. Not much is going on right now, me and my friends Bray and Fray started a band called Calypso. I'm lead singer, Bray is guitarist, Fay is drummer, oh yeah, and Kit is our bassist. Still need a keyboardist... life would be perfect if my dad wasn't here. Turns out the lying scumbag is actually a squib, and apparently it 'slipped' his mind to tell me. Yeah right! I hope you slip and break your friggin neck you a**hole!Well, enough about my father, on to other things, I talked to Maxi the other day, and now I am confused as hell! I still love him, but... gah!!!! I hate this... well, I've gotta go. Talk laters!
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Feb 8, 2008 2:32:36 GMT
Ugh, I can't believe this, I'm sleepwalking again! I usually only do this when I'm stressed. But I guess I have been pretty stressed lately, so... yeah... Fay caught me wandering around the castle at like midnight, then Maeve came up, nearly scared the crap outta me! I probably woulda scared other people if they'd seen me. For some odd reason, sleepwalkers, tend to have their eyes open, but they're like sorta glazed over so that it looks like they're just staring blankly into space. But we're actually asleep! Freaky huh?
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Feb 16, 2008 13:18:16 GMT
I know I should give Maxi another chance...and I want to... but I'm still afraid he'll hurt me again. Bray and Fay talked to me the other day though, welll more like me and Bray argued, then made-up (that's made-up, not made-out!) He said I should give Max another chance, so I guess we'll see where everything goes...
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Feb 23, 2008 2:35:53 GMT
Gosh, so much has happened, I don't really know where to begin... I've changed my last name to Laurent. It was my mother's maiden name, she was French. I've always felt more French than English. Plus, I despise my father, so why would I share a name with him? Maxi's been ignoring me again. But strangely, I don't care. I'm over him. It's his loss, if he wants me back, that's fine, but I'm not going to wait around for him. It's my last year here, and I intend to make the most out of it! Ashy, signing out!
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Mar 3, 2008 20:15:16 GMT
I am so confused these days. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. Or anyone for that matter. I know I keep saying I want Maxi back. But do I really want him back that much? And what about the Slytherin I met, Sunni Daiis? I know he likes me, even if he won't admit it. Hell, he won't even admit to being gay, but I know he is! He is cute. But... even if Maxi and I just decide to be friends, and I start dating Sunni, will it work? Sometimes, I really hate my life...
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on May 8, 2008 2:14:03 GMT
Whoa, haven't written in ages! I've been so busy that I haven't had time. I have a lot to say, so I guess it's best to start from the beginning... see, a few months before term ended last year, my sister Laney came to Hogwarts. She's had a crush on my ex Maxi for as long as I can remember, but she never did anything about. Till then. Another new kid came, Cristian Martinez, turned out he's bi. He and Laney started dating, and things went well for them until Laney started acting really weird. One night she ran out into the forest, and Cris who was in the Astronmy tower, saw her and got worried. He followed her, and..found her kissing Maxi. They argued, and he ended it with her. He came back to the common room to tell me, and I pretty much had a meltdown, because I still hade feelings for Maxi. Or at least I thought I did... but then something strange happened. As I was talking to Cris, I got these strange feelings, I couldn't keep Cris out of my head, I just kept thinking about him, and then, he kissed me. I was so surprised that I pulled back, but then it was like something inside me didn't want him to stop. So, I kissed him back. We ended up dating, and we got a lot of crap for it, but we didn't care. Why did it matter what others thought? It was our life, not theirs. Anyway, when we came back this year, Cris started acting weird, and I was afraid that he was cheating on me. Turns out, that wasn't the case...he sent me a note asking me to meet him by the lake and that we needed to talk. I went, fully expecting to be dumped...what I didn't expect was for him to start talking about how I made things so easy for him, and that I was his family and he wanted it to stay that way...then to get down on one knee, and ask me to marry him! I said yes, and even though people are still talking although it's been a few months... I am so happy I said yes. I can't believe I'm getting married! I don't think I've ever felt this way about anyone... not even Maxi.
I'M GETTING MARRIED! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, i'm done now...
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Post by Professor Ashton Laurent on Jul 31, 2008 0:16:49 GMT
Ash here. Obviously. Ugh, this year has just been downright...well...dramatic! It started off with me getting engaged to Cristian Martinez. Big Mistake! It seemed that after he proposed, things started to go downhill, and I found that he had a crush on ANOTHER Ravenclaw, by the name of Daphne Morgan. Great, just effing great! So, I left. I was so sick of people thinking that I'm weak, and treating me like dirt, and blaming all their problems on me. It is not my fault that my 'friends' are such blind, close-minded idiots that they could or rather WOULD NOT see how much I needed them. You can't survive without friends. I sure as hell can survive without them though!
I'm in France now, and a few days ago I was at a local club and met a guy named Nick Braye. He's cute, and nice. But...I'm not ready for another relationship yet. That, and plus the fact that my 'friends' (yeah right, what friends?) will probably give me crap for having a THIRD boyfriend. Yes, third. First was Maxi Hennerdale. Things were going great until he became a Prefect. Then it was like he was too good for me. He dumped me at the lake, which ironically was where we met. And now the ass is blaming me for his problems! Oh well, I'm much better off without him. I admit there was a time when I longed for his friendship. Those days are over. Second was Cristian Martinez, I've already said what happened with him. Although that was my doing, I broke it off. I knew if I didn't I'd just end up having my heart broken. Again.
France is awesome, I don't know why I ever left. I have no friends anymore. Felicity and Braydn who were my first realy friends left me, just because of a misunderstanding. Honestly, for Ravenclaws they can be downright thick! I never said that I didn't appreciate their help, I appreciated it more than they'll ever know, but Fay won't listen to me, and Bray can't keep his damn mouth shut long enough to listen! Seriously, the boy drives me out of my mind! He used to be one of my closest friends, but what we had is now a distant memory, nothing more.
Then, there's Laney. My little sister (well, she used to be) she is by far, the most important person in my life. I would die for her. No joke. Unfortunately...she hates me. Or at least she acted like it. Laney was my step-sister, up until a few months ago. Her mom divorced my dad for reasons I still don't understand. And so now, although she is now no longer legally my sister. She will always be my sister in my heart.
I love you Laney. Don't ever forget that....
xxPeace Outxx
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