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Post by Jessie Miller on Jun 7, 2006 23:01:06 GMT
Jessie flinched at the last sentence, it felt like a stab "No were not, like i said before...i know exactly how you feel now..." He looked up " i know your probably never going to forgive me or be able to trust me...i dont even expect you to try" This time he held eye contact with keifer
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jun 8, 2006 22:30:56 GMT
Keifer looked away. "Well, i wouldnt care even if you were still in touch, its none of my business anyway" He stood up and walked over to the window and opened it. The moonlight reflecting off his eyes as the wind blew his fringe... It was quite messy now. "I dont think you do Jessie. You know only the words of how i said i felt. You dont know what i was feeling at all. You couldnt have done unless you'd jumped in my body"
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Post by Jessie Miller on Jun 11, 2006 19:01:44 GMT
Jessie had watched Keifier open the window and when the wind blew his fringe out of his face he felt his stomach flip Like it always used to... Jessie felt so guitly but there wans't anything he could say that would make it better, him and Keifer had to start worse than over again. "I know I'll never know how you actually felt," he told him "But I can try to...and so far I wouldn't trust me either." I dont trust me He thought to himself making a mental note never to get into this situation again, He had learned his lesson.
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jun 11, 2006 22:29:30 GMT
Keifer stood at the window and just gazed out of it. He watched the trees of the forbidden forest sway. The moon was reflecting down over the lake. He hated everything that was going on at the minute. It was getting to a point where he just wanted to get away. From everyone and everything. "How can you try to understand how im feeling? Eveyday without you was painful. Jessie i loved you and i still do... But i cant be with you"
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Post by Jessie Miller on Jun 13, 2006 12:55:16 GMT
Jessies head snapped up, He still loves me? After everything I did? Now he was deffinatly stuck for words. What does he want me to do? I cant turn back time. "Look Keifer, I know I hurt you and I know now that I probably still am but the only thing I can do about it now is appologise. I made a really stupid mistake, but whats done is done. If I could turn back time I would and I wouldnt do what I did, but the fact is i can't. There's clearly nothing I can say to help, Ive said sorry so lets drop it, ok?
Jessie sighed and picked up the book he had been reading, but he was certainly not reading, his made his fringe fall in his face so Keifer couldnt see his eyes filling with tears.
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jun 13, 2006 22:16:09 GMT
Keifer climbed up onto the window and hung his legs outside. He gazed outside before he spoke, his voice seemed to carry over the air even though he spoke quietly. "You want to drop this?" He laughed "Right yeah cause you have the right to say that! Im not the one that cheated, you are. And you know what? Im glad you did because now i know what a scheming, two timing, low life you actually are." Keifers anger was beggining to rise, he wanted to kick Jessie all around the common room for much good it would do him. "You want to drop it? Fine? Get lost then and leave me alone because we are never going to be able to sort it out. I dont want to be around you, every time i am near you, every time i see you i see Kai. I cant handle that... I see you i see your hands all over him and his all over you... It knocks me sick." Keifer didnt look at him, he didnt even care how Jessie was feeling, all Keifer wanted to do was hurt him, hurt him more than anybody could be hurt. "I dont need you anyway, ive got someone who makes me more happy than you ever did or ever could"
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Post by Jessie Miller on Jun 16, 2006 16:30:49 GMT
(OOC: Why have u put that picure of us up you muppet =]...it a pretty old one)
Jessie knew Keifer had a point and that now he was trying to hurt him, afterall Jessie had hurt him badly in the past. Well thats exactly what Keifer had done, "Fine," Jessie mumbled "I'll just leave you alone, were clearly not going to sort this out." Jessie got to his feet, picked up his things and on his way to the dormitary made no effort to hide the tears now falling from his face.
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jun 17, 2006 20:24:29 GMT
(ooc: because i think its a cute picture of us both... Shows how we once were =[ Or now are  ) Keifer didnt look at Jessie when he walked past him, though he knew he had overstepped the line and he didnt even mean half the things he had said. But what was said was said and he couldnt change that. "Clearly were not going to are we" he said softly, still his eyes glanced over the forest. "I love you" he muttered to himself, he didnt know if Jessie had heard him and he didnt care. Voicing his feelings out loud felt good. Though even if he could take Jessie back, L.C might not be happy with that. He knew inside, he wasnt strait, but he liked her. The difference is... He loves Jessie... |
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Post by darkvampireangel on Jun 21, 2006 18:14:47 GMT
((Okay boys... enough arguing. Time to hug and make up))
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jun 24, 2006 23:32:06 GMT
(haha alright sorry Angel)
Keifer jumped off the windowsil and looked at Jessie "Wait" he walked over to him and lifted his chin up with his finger. "Im sorry for being difficult... I just couldnt get my head around it... Around you and him... But... Lets leave it now" He slipped his arm around Jessies waist and gave him a kiss "Im so sorry" He turned and went to sit back in front of the fire. He was happy Jessie was here, he needed him.
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Post by Jessie Miller on Jun 29, 2006 18:23:49 GMT
Jessie stood in the doorway to the dorms in shock. What was that all about? He was confused but really happy with Keifers sudden change of heart. " Err...I...erm..." He really had no clue what he was going to do now. After some consideration he decided to go and sit infront of the fire too.
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Post by Keifer Brently on Jul 3, 2006 22:52:55 GMT
Keifer looked at Jessie and smiled. He gazed back to the fire and they sat in silence for a few minutes. This is the longest ive gone in a room without pysically hitting him... Im doing well! He gazed back at Jessie and opened his mouth to speak, but as soon as he did he lost the words he was going to say. "Jez.. I.. I want.." Keifer shook his head so his fringe fell back infront of his face "I want to tell you somethings... Somethings you missed while you were away" He knew Jessie was close to Keifer'as other little sister Vickie, and when Jessie left, she was only a baby. "Vickie can walk and talk now... She ask's for you alot. She thinks of you as her brother. She always used to say to me.. 'Keyfa where is Jepsi?'" Keifer laughed "Keyfa and Jepsi..."
He shut up for a little bit, not really knowing why he was telling Jessie all this. "what i wanted to say was... Well... It will be hard to get the friendship back to how it was but, if we work at it... Im sure we can do it"
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Post by Jessie Miller on Jul 5, 2006 23:20:44 GMT
Jessie laughed quietly at the mention of 'Keyfa and Jepsi' he hadnt thought about it for a long time. " I know it will be hard but I'd really like it if we can be friends again." He looked at Keifer and smiled, his hair had fallen into his face again and he was tempted to move it out of his eyes but he remained still.
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